Got to move on sometime, and it's about time, by putting one foot in front of the other...
The past month or so has been so emotionally draining. For so many reasons. Changes are hard whether they are much needed or not, completely out of your control or made by your own hands, good, bad, happy or sad... Since I'm a big fan of lists, this will be my format for today: 1. Death is a very real part of life and is the end result for all of us, but sometimes it sneaks up from behind... It leaves me to think maybe I should have this or should have done that... Not that anything I did or didn't do could have changed anything... BUT... 2. It's hard watching someone you care about experience so much pain and know there is nothing you can really do to change it. I don't have answers. Only questions. I try so hard to be that support that everyone needs but who's got MY back in all of this? I have only myself to blame for feeling like this, I just don't like to lean... 3. Job searching is a job in itself. I work enough as it is, I feel so stuck. And t...